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i'm shay. i live in florida and desperately want to get out of here. i was adopted from china and have no clue as to who my biological parents are. i always wonder what life would be like if i was with my biological family instead of where i am today. i love to read. it's the first thing i do when i have free time or am bored out of my mind. i have a boyfriend who i'm very much in love with and have been with for over two years now. the only problem in our relationship is that he's in toronto, about nine-hundred miles away from me. i don't get out of the house much except for going to stores and maybe a friends house. i'd say i'm kind of antisocial but if i am or i get really close with someone i get a bit wild and insane. i don't have too many friends. probably three or four and only two people i can truly trust. i can honestly say that i hate most people ... well, at least the people i've been around so far. music is a big part of my life. some of my favorite bands are woe, is me, abandon all ships, sleeping with sirens, and of mice & men. i've been in a band before but it wasn't anything huge. just a group of friends with a passion for music. i am very fascinated by tattoos and am planning on getting a few in the near future. to some people, i may come off as unapproachable but i can guarantee you i'm a pretty laid-back, down to earth, sweet person. even if i don't like you i'll treat you with respect unless you've really hurt me in some kind of way or fucked me over. anyway, that's all i can think to write for now. if you're still reading this then i love you and i'm sorry if i completely bored you with thisplaylist
(shuffled)
woe, is me - desolate [the conductor]
woe, is me - hell, or high water
woe, is me - mannequin religion
woe, is me - keep your enemies close
woe, is me - for the likes of you
woe, is me - our number[s]
woe, is me - fame over demise
woe, is me - [&] delinquents
woe, is me - i.
woe, is me - if not, for ourselves
abandon all ships - megawacko 2.1
abandon all ships - bro my god
abandon all ships - when dreams become nightmares
abandon all ships - heaven
abandon all ships - family goretrait
abandon all ships - guardian angel
abandon all ships - geeving
abandon all ships - maria (i like it loud)
abandon all ships - take one last breath
of mice & men - second & sebring
of mice & men - still ydg'n
sleeping with sirens - if i'm james dean, you're audrey hepburn
sleeping with sirens - you kill me (in a good way)
sleeping with sirens - let love bleed red
sleeping with sirens - if you can’t hang
three days grace - over and over
three days grace - it’s all over
miss may i - relentless chaos
dead by april - in my arms
finch - what it is to burn
a day to remember - have faith in me
a day to remember - heartless
a day to remember - all signs point to lauderdale
a day to remember - you should have killed me when you had the chance
30 seconds to mars - attack
we came as romans - shapes
we came as romans - dreams
hollywood undead - this love, this hate
hollywood undead - sell your soul
keane - we might as well be strangers
you me at six - the rumour
falling in reverse - the drug in me is you
blessthefall - hey baby here’s that song you wanted
blessthefall - you deserve nothing and i hope you get less
alexandher - will you fuck yourself tonight
linkin park - runaway
evanescence - sweet sacrifice
evanescence - call me when you’re sober
escape the fate - situations
the red jumpsuit apparatus - facedown
bo-onk-deactivated20111222 asked: whats the name of the first song on ur playlist and who is it by?
my playlist is shuffled so i’m not sure but if you know some of the lyrics to it you could look it up on google or send me the lyrics and i’ll let you know.
I want to lay in bed and just have you hold me. Whisper the silliest of things to each other. My thoughts would just wrap around what is happening. I’d be so thrilled, so happy. I’ll fall asleep with a smile one my face knowing that I’m laying next to the most extraordinary person in my world.
(via sacrilegi0us-)
